The End...

Do you ever wonder when it all will end?  Ever find yourself nervously imagining that your time might be at hand?  The mix of emotions is mind numbingly incomprehensible. 

I find myself stuck between belief of something after, a fear of nothingness, curiosity, denial of the moment, and acceptance of fate.

For me it's the unknown that I struggle to wrap my mind around, the possibility of nothing more, the end of existence, and my inability to stop it.

If it does end and I cease to exist, cease to know that I existed, and will never again exist, I am no longer, and my existence no longer has meaning or value to me.  The value that remains is what I was to others.

Le point de depart...

A friend told me to do this.  I'm usually not good at taking direction but this time I didn't hesitate in following her lead.  A part of me is curious where this will take me.  This could be a release I never dared and one that just might unlock it all....

I invite you to follow along and take a free ride on my thoughts...